Would you marry me?

I was reading I-weekly when they talked about local artistes' Zhen Si Mei and Tang Yu Shu's wedding.
I thought...what does it takes between 2 persons to come to that stage.

Maybe I talked about this before but I am really envious of those who find the "courage" to take on that stage. While it is beautiful and filled with tomorrow's hopes but rationally it is too, uncertainty. So I sumed the whole process that needs is courage.(and love)

I am not in a hurry though but then who will be the one that I will choose and when will it be?

What's written in the magazine was one fine day that 2 persons felt it was time to get married and described it was a sudden stroke of emotion and gut tells them it is the time.So they talked about it and then the guy proposed one night. The guy proposed with the usual way of kneeling down with flowers and full of promises. What happened is the lady knelt too and gave him her promises cos' promises(she felt) should be from both parties and they almost cried that night.

It sounds really beautiful and I guess that is what I am searching for. A partner that can promise as well as someone who can make me give the same. I have been searching for someone who can give as well as make me give. A 50-50 relationship is difficult but I am still learning.
I am not saying that Jason is not the one for me but I guess I have not learnt enough.

Zhen Si Mei said that she was very surprised herself that she has the courage to marry, afterall marraige is the biggest promise in life. (They kept on using the word 'promise'. I guess when the heat of the passion fades, it is the promises & vows that should tie the the marraige.) But because Tang Yu Shu made her feel very secure and she believed that he will take care of her forever, she hence willingly give her all and learn to be a good wife.

Honestly...that's so sweet and I hope I can find that one day too.